"What's it all about?"
"You know what i mean?"

What's it all about, Alfie?
Is it just for the moment we live?
What's it all about when you sort it out, Alfie?
Are we meant to take more than we give
Or are we meant to be kind?
And if only fools are kind, Alfie,
Then I guess it's wise to be cruel.
And if life belongs only to the strong, Alfie,
What will you lend on an old golden rule?
As sure as I believe there's a heaven above, Alfie,
I know there's something much more,
Something even non-believers can believe in.
I believe in love, Alfie.
Without true love we just exist, Alfie.
Until you find the love you've missed you're nothing, Alfie.
When you walk let your heart lead the way
And you'll find love any day, Alfie, Alfie

01. I'm in a relationship
02. I can't eat sugar
03. I am in love
04. I think Bush is an awesome president
05. I think gay marriage should be approved
06. I enjoy playing my music loud
07. I like to decorate stuff
08. I love the color silver
09. I have too much free time
10. I love hugs! (I seriously love them)
11. I like to take pictures
12. I am a blonde
13. I love Vanilla Coke
14. My parents are divorced
15. I get amused easily
16. I hate my siblings
17. I love all my friends to death
18. I have been to the Bahamas at least once
19. I love Aladdin
20. I'm afraid of losing loved ones
21. When I get home the first thing I do is get on the computer
22. I need to apply myself more
23. I need more sleep (this weekend disproved that.)
24. I like to write poetry
25. Hypocrites piss me off
26. I wish I could ride a motorcycle
27. I don't like chocolate much (!!!! good god don't like chocolate?!)
28. I have weird dreams
29. I don't have a shower (what?!?)
30. I love to swim
31. I'm scared of changes
32. I wish I could read minds
33. I don't do extracurricular activities
34. I'm too lazy
35. I am an atheist
36. I tend to hate jerks
37. I'd rather have a small group of close friends than a large group of friends that I didn't know all that well
38. I'm easily hurt
39. I'm an Internet nut
40. AIM takes up 1/4 of my life (just a 1/4? yeah right)
41. I like giving gifts
42. I enjoy receiving them as well
43. I'm quiet in class and loud with my friends(heh, more like, i am LOUD ALL THE TIME!!!!!)
44. I love watching films(who calls them films anyways?)
45. I am very crazy at times
46. I want to learn how to play the flute
47. I love where I go to school (wouldnt want to be anywhere else)
48. I hate my homelife(which homelife?)
49. I don't like eating (pfft!)
50. I leave school soon
51. I am an impulsive spender
52. I only ever seem to drink pepsi/coke
53. I have lots of nicknames
54. I eat too much junk food
55. I've had a Xanga for over a year
56. I'm tough on the outside, super sensitive on the inside (I'm tough on all sides heh)
57. I love video games
58. I am shy at first
59. I'm scared that the entire world hates me and I just don't realize it
60. I love sarcasm(haha, understatement of the CENTURY!)
61. I'm a bit blonde at times(second understatement of the century)
62. I think I scare people sometimes (heh.)
63. I think snobby people suck
64. I hate it when people judge others
65. I prefer the internet to the TV
66. I can cry and not be sad
67. I take a shower every day
68. I interrupt people a lot(and get detentions for it apparently)
69. I hate it when people ignore me or irritate me
70. I'm quiet, then I come out with random outbursts
71. I have a lot of pet peeves
72. I hate scratched CD's and DVD's
73. I love blue eyes
74. I hate acting girlish
75. I'm a very messy person
76. I want more piercings!(only one more. The symbol of white trash apparently. Heh)
77. I hate my figure
78. My friends are loud but awesome
79. I sleep on my side(right side to be exact)
80. I appreciate nice things that are done for me, even if it's just a compliment
81. I'd love to have the money to buy things for people for no reason at all
82. Iced coffee is the best
83. I want to get my ear's pierced again(hah, i just did, like a week ago...but now i want my cartildge done)
84. I want my belly button pierced
85. I like sitting around doing nothing if it pleases me
86. I don't like talking to new people
87. I love horse back riding
88. I'm a day dreamer
89. I never want to get married
90. I like clean sheets
91. I love to ramble about random things
92. If I leave my hair to dry it goes curly (does wavy count?)
93. I don't sleep much(heh, this weekend disproved this point)
94. I loathe sunbathing
95. I'm scared of the near future
96. I hate it when parents take sides
97. My starsign is virgo
98. I share my Birthday with an enemy.
99. I love receiving Xanga Comments
100. I've rode in a hot air balloon(isn't it ridden?)
101. I've bowled left handed
102. I love popcorn
103. I've liked my best friend before (heh.)
104. I wake up to an alarm clock(when i hear it.)
105. I hide things under my bed
106. I hate close-minded people
107. I have gone sky diving
108. I've written a book
109. I love Def Leppard
110. I make wishes on 1:11. (more like 2:22, and Will's 11:11)
111. I play lacrosse
112. I have the same best friend since kindergarten
113. I absolutely love cute/weird thongs/underwear  (pfft. Yeah right.)
114. I know what I want to be when I grow up
115. I write in cursive (sometimes, when i am too lazy to print)
116. I paint my nails (sometimes, more usually my toenails. heh.)
117. My best friend lives in another state (heh, they all do technically.) 
118. I watch T.V. to fall asleep (anyone up for Bourne Supremacy? ZZZZ.)
119. I try to always do my hair in cute styles
120. Whenever I'm bored, I usually resort to dumb surveys like this one
121. I LOVE CLAIRE DE LUNE. TO THE MAX.

What an update. Hooray.

Three cheers for the exchange field.

Three cheers for fixing prom table issues.

Three cheers for having a sub in gym.

Three cheers for a fire drill during PRECALC

Three cheers for my brother's cool cats.

Three cheers for boys that wear the same purple/blue shirts as math teachers.

Three cheers for johnnEE's perspectives.

Three cheers for mending friendships.

Three cheers for potential hope.(hah, kind of redundant.)

Three cheers for being able to drive this weekend, i'm really excited.

Three cheers for Utah people...pfft.

Hooray for cheering.

So guess what, i skipped a hooray entree for April. That is sort of a good sign, three cheers for that. But there's one for this one, hopefully it will be short.

Hooray for hooray entrees.

Hooray for the charades people play.

Hooray for guilt.

Hooray for awesome friendships that go down the drain.

Hooray for sadness.

Hooray for immensely bad days.

Hooray for peer leadership, and the idiots that are currently, and are going to be, in it.

Hooray for no one saying how they truely feel when it is truely necessary(with the exception of a few people).

Hooray for hurt feelings.

Hooray for uncertainty of EVERYONE. Even when it comes down to choosing where we're going to lunch. I love how we can all just decide. Pfft.

Hooray for a society that makes everyone feel as though they have to make everyone happy at every instant, thus causing feelings toward people that aren't genuine all of the time.

Hooray for a society that makes everyone feel as though they need to be bigger and better than the next person.

Hooray for a society that makes everyone feel insecure about themselves, and that makes people feel as if they don't measure up to other people.

Hooray for parental pressure.

Hooray for having to choose a college by May 1st.

Hooray for having basically only one choice, because otherwise your parents will not be excited about your college experience.

Hooray for having many choices, and fearing that any, due to your parents RETARDED-NESS, decision that you make will be the wrong one.

Hooray for decisions in general.

Hooray for the fact that graduation is in like, 2 months.

Hooray for not being able to get my license until September 29th.

Hooray for losing your pre calc cover sheet the day the test is due (That really made my day great.).

Shall i say hooray for math in general? I think many would agree..so...
Hooray for math in general.

Hooray for getting into accidents and ruining your car(heh, de.)

Hooray for PA.

Hooray for everything that has been going on to prevent yourself, and the people you care deeply about, from being happy.

Hooray for not finding one person that is genuinely happy.

Hooray for cowards that talk behind people's backs and don't have the guts to tell people to their faces. If we were just all upfront with each other, the tension between everyone would diminish.

Hooray for altered perceptions, and all the factors that contribute to them.

Hooray for sandal season, and the fact that feet will be more prominent than ever before in the year. Pfft.

Hooray for running the mile in gym. That's just dandy.

Oh, and hooray for having to take the gym final. That should be loads of fun.

Hooray.
Hooray.
Hooray.

Alright. Done with hooray-ing. Time for some cheers.

Three cheers for spring
Three cheers for 30 minute park extravaganzas.
Three cheers for Betty and Bum.
Would add more, but no time. More to come i suppose.

Woot Woot to Victor Wooten. Pfft.